I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright. And when they fly away, the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up does rejoice. But still, the place you live in is that much more drab and empty now they are gone. I guess I just miss my friend.

rest in peace my fallen feathers

There was a little burd who was stranded in a farmers field.  A winter storm
came and froze the burd solid in ice.  A cow came a long and took a
crap on the burd.  The crap was warm and melted the ice away.  The burd was happy and started to sing.  But then a cat came a long and moved the crap away and saw the burd and then ate him. 

The moral of the story is that:
Not everyone who craps on you is your enemy.
And not everyone who gets you out of crap is your friend.
And if your in a nice warm place you should keep your mouth shut.

And So I have regained my honor by regaining my rank on the leaderboards.. Man I was kicking so much ass in Halo 2 today that.. Microsoft called my house and told me to calm down.  No seriously.. i was making people quit the match it was hillarious.. i dunno i was just in the zone today and it supports my theory that i was just having a bad day and that i don't suck as much as i thought i did.  Toodles!

WOWWA;DLKJADFLKJ im so mad right now i want to just hit something.. over a goddamn video game.  A VIDEO GAME!!! Some of you might know.. little game called Halo 2.. i freakin lost so much.. and it was stupid losses.. like ones i could've won but i did such stupid things cause my mind was somewhere else.  I couldn't stop thinking about what an ass i've been to my fiance and i guess it really shows how much it affected me through the game.  oh well.. there always tomorrow!

"It's a damn shame what they did to that ."

And so I drank some juice.  I need coconut water or I will die of thirst.  Puppy poop isn't a fun thing.  christmas shopping has already begun, mmm smells like the holidays.